Painful betrayal

Angel of Darkness

How could you have done this to me? I thought you loved me? You cheated me like the bastard that you are, and what’s worse you did it with my best friend. How could you have than this? Don’t you have a conscience? Didn’t you think that I’ll find out? And why, why with my best friend? You are the lowest, and I am so hurt I think I’m bleeding inside. I loved you so much I could have died for you, I trusted you so much and that’s how you thank me? Really now, why? Is it because you think I’m plain, or to small, or to shy? If that’s the case why didn’t you just break up with me? It would have been better than this. All that’s left for me now is to forgive you or to hate you. And what do you think I’ll choose? You know something? You don’t have the right to know. And if I think better you’re not worth hating and even pitying. I’ll just forget you’ll exist because I think now that you’re existence isn’t…. Goodbye forever!
And you my friend, how could you do this? Am I not a good friend to you? And don’t you think of saying that he seduced you because if that’s the case where’s your will? You could have said no, you could have refused him, but no, you didn’t. You chose to hurt me and lie to me and sorry, but I can’t forgive that. And I won’t hate you because I can’t, you’re a human without a strong will and now I pity you. You are too weak to be my friend, I can’t forgive you even if you begged and I hope you won’t do that because I’ll despise you then and I don’t want to despise you. You, like him are not worth despising. Farewell my friend, it’s better this way.