You are my heart. You are my soul. You are my whole being, yet I can’t reach you, I can’t reach you with my heart. I understand that you lied me, and deceived me but you still remembered your promises and that’s all that matters to me. Every second spent with you it’s a precious memory to me, every word you said I can still remember. But you still don’t love me enough, I know that. Even though I’m naïve and innocent I’m like this for you and me. I don’t want to face reality, not yet, but I have to, you already have a girlfriend. The one you love more than me. I wish you happiness but what about me? I know I have to forget you but I can’t, I tried but all I can do is suppress my feelings deep in my heart and that’s what causes me pain. When I see you I want to cry and I want to make you smile. Even if there is one person that can still make me smile freely and makes me relax he is not you, he can’t make me want to cry and laugh at the same time, he doesn’t give me butterflies in my tummy he doesn’t make my heart race. He is just my friend even though I know his feelings and want to accept them I can’t because of you. Why can’t I just hate you? Wouldn’t it be better for both of us?
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