Why is it that whenever I think about you I feel so sad I could cry? Is it because you’re ignoring me, is it because you’re with someone else? I don’t want to have this feeling, whatever it may be , I hate it, especially because I can’t name it. I feel so happy when you’re with me, but why is it that only you can make me so happy? Whenever I’m with you I can’t seem to stop smiling, whenever I’m sad you can make me smile so easily, I really hate it because you started becoming my whole being. Why is that? I don’t really know but all that I know is that I love your smile, the way your eyes are shining, the way you touch my hand, the way you speak to me. Why do I like these things so much? Why can’t I be honestly happy without your ‘love you too’? Is this what they call love? Because if it is, this is the most horrifying feeling that I had until know. It’s scary because it’s unexpected, it comes when you aren’t prepared. I really don’t want to feel like this, but it seems like I cannot forget you even if I want to.
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