Yuki Vallquar
How can I trust you when you lie to me in my face? You said you’ll always be there for me but I how can I trust what you say when you lie to me. I know you’ll say that you didn’t lie to me, ever but I won’t believe you because I can’t trust you anymore. I know I should’ve listened when someone said I shouldn’t trust you so easily, but what I can I do when I’m so weak? I trust everyone so easily because I don’t want to believe that they’ll betray me, that’s why I’m weak and pitiful. I know that maybe I hurt you and now probably you are very nervous because of me. I’m really sorry, really. I know that I’m mistaking when I’m not saying what you did wrong but I can’t, I just can’t, don’t ask me why. I wish I could say it but I can’t. I don’t want to be mean, I’m really sorry for what I did to you today, maybe someday if I’ll tell you, you’ll understand, but for now, I’m just really sorry I hurt you.
I will be there for you, only if you wish for me to be. But since you like pusing me away so much I don't know what to think anymore...
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ReplyDeleteSa ne certam si sa ne insultam in continuu nu ar avea nici un rost. Si nu sunt asa de rau precum ma crezi, dar ma rog. Cum am spus si in raspunsul meu initial, nu sunt avid dupa afirmarea ca scriitor, si nici nu ma consider scriitor. Retardat emotional nu sunt, am doar alte unghiuri de interpretare. De asemenea, faptul ca ce scriu eu este catalogat de tine ca fiind "insensitive crap" nu inseamna automat ca si este. Faptul ca tu si/sau prietenii tai aveti anumite pareri, acestea nu se transpun ca adevaruri general umane. Inca ceva, daca tu te ghidezi cand scrii, dupa faptul ca o sa ajunga sau nu la cineva atunci care mai e placerea sa scrii? (Ma rog.. aici gandesc eu asa, but you get my point.) Dar daca tot suntem la punctul asta. "And I write about what I want"....atunci cine sau ce iti da tie dreptul de a ma ataca asa referindu-te la ceea ce scriu? Presupun ca si eu am un oarecare drept sa scriu ce vreau. Si crede-ma eu nu am nici o parere buna si nici una rea in ceea ce ma priveste, fie in ceea ce scriu, sau in altele. Si pana acum esti singura persoana care a avut de spus asa ceva. Si nu ma deranjeaza critica sau parerile proaste. Ma deranjeaza doar atunci cand sunt formulate asa. Cand sunt atacuri la capacitatile mele de a scrie, in loc sa fie critici, constructive sau nu. Eu ti-am inteles punctul de vedere si l-am acceptat. Incearca sa faci si tu asta.
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