Sunday, February 21, 2010

The battles of a teenage girl


I can’t say that girls don’t have problems, because I’d be wrong. If other people (from the opposite sex) think that our life is easy and bright, in other words is pink, then NEWSFLASH : it’s not, we do have problems. The thing is that we don’t make a fuss over them, we overcame them and life our life like they never existed, without anyone noticing (unless our best friends whom we tell everything). Yeah, you can say that we have masks.
Everyday of our life is a battle for us. Our most common one is our appearance : if we wake up with a bed head we have to have the patience to brush it, straighten it if needed, then style it (ponytail, bun or loose).After this comes the problem of what we wear. It’s difficult to choose from the different colors and types of T-shirts, blouses, sweaters; then of course the right pair of jeans : straight, skinny, large. And after this comes the shoes : boots, with heels, converse, so many so many…
We still have the most important battle we have to take: the battle of love. If we like someone we do our best in looking good and impressing him, and if we succeed in wining his heart, then we win the battle and if not the we did succeed something: we succeed in getting a broken heart.
Of course there are so many other problems I can write down but I don’t have time, patience and obviously I’m too lazy.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Addiction


Am I addicted? I don't know, maybe I am. I need it, I think about it every minute of my life.
Seriously, this is addiction. I want it but I can't have it, sometimes it becames unbearrable. I know it's wrong, everyone tells me that, but how can I give up when it practically never leaves my mind. It's driving me insane, it changes, and I want it to stop because it changes me and I don't like the new me, i don't like to hurt my friends, I don't want it...

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I'm sorry I hurt you


Yuki Vallquar

How can I trust you when you lie to me in my face? You said you’ll always be there for me but I how can I trust what you say when you lie to me. I know you’ll say that you didn’t lie to me, ever but I won’t believe you because I can’t trust you anymore. I know I should’ve listened when someone said I shouldn’t trust you so easily, but what I can I do when I’m so weak? I trust everyone so easily because I don’t want to believe that they’ll betray me, that’s why I’m weak and pitiful. I know that maybe I hurt you and now probably you are very nervous because of me. I’m really sorry, really. I know that I’m mistaking when I’m not saying what you did wrong but I can’t, I just can’t, don’t ask me why. I wish I could say it but I can’t. I don’t want to be mean, I’m really sorry for what I did to you today, maybe someday if I’ll tell you, you’ll understand, but for now, I’m just really sorry I hurt you.